.¦·×·¦.*HeavenTakeMeWithYou*.¦·×·¦.

3:24PM - hahaha god almighty!

jesus christ,i'm not looking back on what i wrote in 2007 and i sound like such a cunt hahaha,

woah, so strange to read that!, i'm almost seventeen now, and i just ordered an amazing dress off ebay!,i'm so exited for it to come!!!

11:21PM - hello

wow, shona here
its now 2007 and i have read through everyones old livejournal entries

its so strange to think, how imature i was when i wrote these
and how imature everyone else was
i was reading Kals old livejournals as well
im still her friend and things are obviously alot different
im a totally different to what i was then and
when i went into first year i thought third years were so old
and now im in fourth year and looking back SFIOJTI
its not nice
i should be looknig back thinking waw that was a really good time of my life
but it wasnt hahah IM ONLY 15 NOW


ahahahah
aahahahahaha
ahaa
a
haahahahahahahahahahahahaaa

i've met new friends. i've been to new places. i've seen new things and heard new things
its so cringing looking back on things
i was on the phone to kal a minute ago talknig about all this
i was reading out things she'd wrighten in like 2004.


sends a shiver down my spine.
maybe i'll undate next year and look back on how imature i feel i was this year?
x

p.s
im not going to change anything on this
even the most embarassing stuff....dcskdgoptkd9jh69058u
5u05ei-07uio
becuase when im even older i was to look back on this :->

Current mood: good:)

Current music: groove is in the heart - dee-lite

11:57AM

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5:52PM - Coz you know its December ♥Eh . . . . Naw♥

Hello♥
How you =P
?
I had a puuure clean up day today like i did my nail's C=
And i did my hair like its now black NOT blue =P
Pppffft
I waxed my legs =P etc . . . .


I feel so clean and shit =P
So yeah i have been asked to go down to Megan's
Cal's there **ends story**
 . . . . . . . . . ♥


I hope i get to pull the people i like on saturday
like Div but in his name he had ♥Aimi♥ duno who it is but
=C
So yeah
And Nelson = | duno about him
I really hope i pull him =P
He's well sexy =O
**Thinks**



Well i'm off see ya
♥Its December,didnt you know♥
xxxxxxooooooo

Current mood: Feeling Calm♥

Current music: Avril-Why♥

11:32AM - ♥♥

Hello

♥

Current mood: ♥Calm♥

Current music: No Music ♥

10:24PM - ♥Ooft ♥

Hiya
I'm on msn and shit
I was talking to Megan but she went offline
Was talking to Dro but yeah ¬_¬ was on cam to him ¬_¬He must of wanted to look at my uglyness . . Obv . .
And i am talking to Ami right now
She's nicer than i remember her =S
Crazy.

♥

So yeah I really dont like Dro anymore
I feel that if i can ever like him it would only ever be in a sexual way,
if you know what i mean.
like i could never JUST like him as a mate . . .
So aye fuck it i just won't talk to him . . .
Good plan.


I hope he dont read this =S
doubt he will though =P
Who cares?
knowone
?


lol my cat has stolen my seat =P
i am on the floor typing =P
Eek.
I might go to bed soon man
msn is shit
theres only like 12 people on =|




See ya


* ¤ •´°A rush of blood to the head°`• ¤ *   
xxxxxxxooooo♥

Current mood: Feeling Cheerful♥

Current music: Marc bolan & T-rex

10:06AM - * ¤ •ok i'll stop updating now• ¤ *

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

Current mood: sTILL bLANK

Current music: muse-time is running out

10:01AM - ♥

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

Current mood: Blank< + 3

Current music: Mudvane-Happy

9:49AM - |†|εїз|.::::Viđeǿđroŋe::::.|εїз|†|

Your Monster Profile

Lethal Professor You Feast On: Tofu You Lurk Around In: Olive Gardens You Especially Like to Torment: British People

Current mood: felling blank . . .

Current music: InMe-Faster the chase

9:42AM - * ¤ •´°I’ll wai† my †urn°`• ¤ * ♥

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem energetic - almost manic. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

Current mood: Moody ♥

Current music: Dj rankin-zombie nation

9:33AM - ♥ Oh My♥ *sighs*

Hello
I got up at 7:00  =O
just had breakfast (yum yum) ♥
So yeah i am just thinking of Nelson 'n' shite =C
I'm listning to Coldplay and its so sad (cries)
=C
**sings**


I so bored right now man . . .
Ano like knowone reads my LiveJournal but yeah i am addicted to it now lol
And its shite because my LJ's BinBag :|
lol.
I am going swimming on friday
WOoOoOoHhHoOoOoO lol
I fucking love swimming .
I'm going with my mum =)

I am plannig on making a new LiveJournal and it will be friends only . . .
I am so fucking sick of ''BinBag''
so yeah . . .
dont know what it will be **shruggs**
But  i cant be assed making it right now might do it tonight but =P
It just stoped raining (at last) =P


My sister has still not come home =S
I hope she comes back soon
I think we need a break though
because i'm of school and my sister has no school and my mum's of work,
its like we are with each other ALOT !
So yeah . . .
she's prob at Jason's **nodds**


SOoOoOoOoOo i dont know what i am going to do today =C
i feel like i have no friends now
they NEVER call me or come in for me?
they dont care
so fuck man i can have fun by myself.
not true



I dont know how to feel
lately
I feel
UGLY ;
FAT ;
UNFIT ;
BORED ;
GEEKY ;
**nodds in shame**
oh and unloved
**nodds again**


I am about to have a bath
I love baths
i used to have like 3 a day lmfao . . .
But i hate the feeling when yuo get out a bath like your all wet and itchy
reaaaaaaally dont like it! ! ! !
blah blah blah


Anyway i'm of

♥The Beautiful People♥
xxxxxxxooooooo

Current mood: I feel dirty (away 4 bath)

Current music: Guns 'n' Roses

7:35PM - eating at last♥ reasult

Hiya . . .
yup i am eating =O
Oh my ! ! !
anyway
Ami might talk to Div for me yussss go me hehehe . . .
Eek ♥ Div ♥


I was eating soup =O woot woot
andi am listning to send me an angel awww lol
it reminds me of my old room were on my wall it says ''send me a fuck you i loved you''
only people who say my old room will know what i mean lol hahah


I dont know who i like anymore man,before i ''new'' i liked Div & Dro & Nelson.
but now its all fucked up
i dont think i even like Dro anymore
and he was the one i liked the MOST.
but now i think i like Nelson most =S =C
But i am closer to Dro than any other guy i like so its all shite (as usual)



So aye
I pulled megan on sat =O
i remember the time ''i was up at buckets and megan dared me to eather pull the toilet or marshall'' and i said but the toilets all dirty =C''
lmfao
*sighs* those were the days .



It sounds crazy but i really miss Marshall =O
naw not in that way
just as a pal
like when me and marshall were good friends.
when he would come to my house everyday
i loved it =P
i really do miss him =S
but i miss the OLD marshall not the new one.
i dont like what marshall has become.



So blah blah blah
What should i do man ?
TELL ME
about guys i mean =P
lol . . .
comment and tell me will you PLEASE
*sighs* i am listning to cowboys from hell (GO ME)


Oh well i am off now


♥bye bye♥ xxxxxooooooooo

Current mood: rejected

Current music: pantera

6:39PM - Grrr

hiya
Knowone ever leaves comments *cries*
Leave comments people

♥
xxxxxxooooo

Current mood: I want food =C

Current music: muse-time is running out

4:57PM - ♥ Oh My♥ *sighs*

Hiya . . .
I am talking to eve on msn
woooohoooooooo!
lol
doing fuck all man
right this minute i am listning to Blink-i'm lost without you
i am going to change it brb =P
Back =P
done . . .
I am now listning to Mudvane-Happy =P
*wOoT WoOt*
. . .



I am going to take more pictures later i am sick of the loads i have =P =C
lol yeah . . .
Megan's not talking to me on msn =C
Eek
she's prob with peopel though
*coffs--marshall--coffs*
*nodds*



Ok i am now listning to DopeStar-I'm Overdriven
*sings*
I'm Overdriven,Neurocancer In My Veins.
Etc . . .
♥ . . .






ok lol now i'm listning to Addicted to base-puretone
=P
Meep meep
hell yeah . . . .


What day is it today =S
*shruggs*



♥Addicted to base♥ xxxxxxxxxxooooooo

Current mood: Anxious

Current music: Puretone

3:46PM - ♥ Oh My♥

Hiya . . .
Darn . . .
Oh so bord . . . .
All i am fucking doing is looking at Megans old journal :p
and listning to Needles & Hearts Its so great
It reminds me of Dro so much though . . .
Reminds me of how much i dont have him  . . .
=C


Oh my,i love this song  much much =C
. . . . ♥ . . .
*sighs*
Oh i want love so so bad =C
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
NELSON :P

Div =S ♥
Eek
o..k now i am listning to passion beyond reason yes,it is Dro's band =S
I know,i know =C
*sighs*
yup didnt go to school AGAIN today =C its pure shit ano ! ! ! !
I need school
my mum is going to get my home schooled till 3rd your


I am so bord btw,just to say lol Eve* :PEve will know what i mean & so will megan =P
lol . . .
Dro's online *rolls eyes*
his name is ''i won't go back down'' =|
what's that ment to mean man . . .
then it says ''♥ Gillian'' =|
Oh well . . .
I would star talking my shite about Nelson but then if Dro/Nelson reads it they be freaked =P


Aye ano i cant really talk about Div because ami will read it =P so i'll shut up shall i ?
*nodds*
ok then *starts  silince*




♥Bye♥ xxxxxooooo

Current mood: I am drinking Copella megan!!!

Current music: ICP-Fuck The World

2:29PM - eek eek eek <3

What would you do if ♥ :
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think about my personality ♥ :
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say?


Just do it people . . . .please lol xxxxxxxoooooo

Current mood: my cat is sitting on my awww

Current music: Dj rankin-zombie nation

1:53PM - eeek

You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them. </td> Hell Yea 100% Sounds More Like Lust 100% Hell No 33% Are u in love??????? created with QuizFarm.com

Current mood: disappointed

Current music: Suger we're going down-fall out boy

1:15PM - ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ and ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hiya Friends...
Was just talking to Dro =C
Well not really talking more like
''herd your going out with Gillian''
and he was like ''do you even know her?''
and i was like ''Duno man''
that was about it dot dot dot .

I dont think i even have feelings for him anymore...
Its like i saw him was on msn and i just felt pure hate for him..
if you know what i mean . . .
I think i hate him =S
Who knows man . . .


So aye man mum was takiing a fit out on Jason . . . she fucking hates the boy
And Corrie was crying =C
and Jason had the fucking cheek to say ''i am 18 years old i need reaspect''
and i just wanted to smack him so fucking much . . .
He shouts at my sister day in day out . . .
I feel sorry for him though man ... his lifes shit and is going knowere
=C


lol my mum was cutting up meat for my cats and my cat Marcell was pushing in with his head so he could eat it and my mum cut his wiskers of hhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah so aye he has no wiskers now heheh........


so yeah lol i'll update later

♥I'm Lost Without You♥   xxxxxxoooooo

Current mood: Creative♥

Current music: Tatu-All the things she said . . .

9:57PM - |†|εїз|.::::Viđeǿđroŋe::::.|εїз|†|

Hiya...
I think i am addicted to wrighting in my live journal...   :| crazy
Oh well :P
Em just had a bath eek it was good :)

The got my pj's on :)
I am all wet =C
I dont like the feeling after just having a bath (ewwww)
ehhh...

I am talking to Luci ! ! ! (Woot Woot)
I am listning to CrassFade-Cold dot dot dot
Its not that fun.

So aye..i hope that hot guys a the cathouse next weak ! ! !
Coz i wanna pull him! ! ! (*Faints*)
But he'll prob say no =C
But i got asked like 98695589675878567 times to pull the same guy
I was at first like naw sorry then the 2nd time i was like no! then like NO!!! etc....
lol dot dot dot ....

Anyway..
I will probably stay at Liann's on sat..
but in a way i dont because;
She keeps passing out and almost dieing
i am worried about her
i tihkn she need to see a doctor!
i will tell her this next time i see her =C
i dont want nuthing to happen to her...

Anyway i am going to go because....duno lol anyway byeee xxx ♥ night night xxxxxxxxx

Current mood: Blank< + 3

Current music: Mudvane-Happy